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It been along time since I wrote a entries in the Journal, yet alone been on Deviant Arts. I been working my job and I thought I found love, but I was wrong and just realize I was just infatuated with the beautiful woman and it was just one-sided love, it broke me to the core. I thought I was finally lifting this curse of loneliness and being unsuccessful  in life behind me, but I was totally wrong, or looking at my situation the wrong way. I was beginning to question myself, did I love myself the right way or do I know my true worth. Also am I on the right path in my life, this is a rectifying moment right now.

I have so many fear in head that is manifesting right now. I thought I finally on the right track, got my car, paying my bill, trying get out of debt, trying do a better job of being a better parent, being a better man, being a better me. I'm so self-conscious about myself, in school I was tease and pick-on about my dental problem. I thought I get the problem fix, but I got sided tracked. That no-excuse, but it one of my Achilles heel, the other is my mentality, the way i view myself, I feel so inferior. Example: Why is this beautiful one talking to me, the moment I smile she gonna run for the hill, or she might give me a chance but I so in myself I can't see or hear what telling me. Communication  is very important! 

What I'm trying to say is mental state is gone and I screwing up my finance, my relationship, my job, and my art. I love art, but having a broken heart made me feel broken inside. I just didn't care about anything, and that is not how you suppose to live life. So it time to really take in account everything that I been through and discover a solution to my problem. 
I know I made this promise before, I going to update regularly, maybe one drawing or a strip every week (baby step).
Also thank my followers who stuck with over the years! Especially the ones right now way more skilled than me.  RandommodeShinobi-Gambu , zkfanart Thank you Guys!!!  If anybody reading this check them out. Anyway thank you for hearing me out! (Or reading me out...) Anyway until next time take care.


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Raphael Duncan
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
This is me at my best! I love you guys!

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HadesDiosSupremo Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2016
Thanks for the favs :)
3dark7 Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No problem!
jyoujo Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2016  Student Photographer
:wave: Hi !:shamrock: :glomp: 4  :+fav:(ing) m e :nod: :airborne:  have a nice day ! ! !  
3dark7 Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome!:D
hsvhrt Featured By Owner May 6, 2016
Thank you for the fav.
3dark7 Featured By Owner May 8, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome!
ReggieJWorkshop Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday! Hope your having a great day!Airborne 
3dark7 Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you Reggie!:D
zkfanart Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2016
Happy B-Day, buddy! :iconcakeplz:
3dark7 Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank Z
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