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Sonic and Sal slow dance by 3dark7 Sonic and Sal slow dance :icon3dark7:3dark7 6 3 Mitsuru Kirijo Waifu by 3dark7 Mitsuru Kirijo Waifu :icon3dark7:3dark7 8 7 Queen of Despair Junko Enoshima by 3dark7 Queen of Despair Junko Enoshima :icon3dark7:3dark7 5 4 The head of Dr. Robotnik Satam by 3dark7 The head of Dr. Robotnik Satam :icon3dark7:3dark7 5 0 Virgil the Lemurian by 3dark7 Virgil the Lemurian :icon3dark7:3dark7 5 2 Roronoa Zoro vs Zaraki Kenpachi by 3dark7 Roronoa Zoro vs Zaraki Kenpachi :icon3dark7:3dark7 3 3 Persona 3 protagonist by 3dark7 Persona 3 protagonist :icon3dark7:3dark7 10 5 Another Midna picture by 3dark7 Another Midna picture :icon3dark7:3dark7 4 2 Junko Enoshima again by 3dark7 Junko Enoshima again :icon3dark7:3dark7 4 6 Another Bass exe picture by 3dark7 Another Bass exe picture :icon3dark7:3dark7 5 2 Ranma and Akane by 3dark7 Ranma and Akane :icon3dark7:3dark7 3 2 Jack's Back by 3dark7 Jack's Back :icon3dark7:3dark7 7 2 Fiona and Sally by 3dark7
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Buu and Goku by 3dark7 Buu and Goku :icon3dark7:3dark7 2 2 Rick Sanchez from Rick and Morty by 3dark7 Rick Sanchez from Rick and Morty :icon3dark7:3dark7 5 3 Practicing drawing Princess Peach by 3dark7 Practicing drawing Princess Peach :icon3dark7:3dark7 7 2
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It been along time since I wrote a entries in the Journal, yet alone been on Deviant Arts. I been working my job and I thought I found love, but I was wrong and just realize I was just infatuated with the beautiful woman and it was just one-sided love, it broke me to the core. I thought I was finally lifting this curse of loneliness and being unsuccessful  in life behind me, but I was totally wrong, or looking at my situation the wrong way. I was beginning to question myself, did I love myself the right way or do I know my true worth. Also am I on the right path in my life, this is a rectifying moment right now.

I have so many fear in head that is manifesting right now. I thought I finally on the right track, got my car, paying my bill, trying get out of debt, trying do a better job of being a better parent, being a better man, being a better me. I'm so self-conscious about myself, in school I was tease and pick-on about my dental problem. I thought I get the problem fix, but I got sided tracked. That no-excuse, but it one of my Achilles heel, the other is my mentality, the way i view myself, I feel so inferior. Example: Why is this beautiful one talking to me, the moment I smile she gonna run for the hill, or she might give me a chance but I so in myself I can't see or hear what telling me. Communication  is very important! 

What I'm trying to say is mental state is gone and I screwing up my finance, my relationship, my job, and my art. I love art, but having a broken heart made me feel broken inside. I just didn't care about anything, and that is not how you suppose to live life. So it time to really take in account everything that I been through and discover a solution to my problem. 
I know I made this promise before, I going to update regularly, maybe one drawing or a strip every week (baby step).
Also thank my followers who stuck with over the years! Especially the ones right now way more skilled than me.  RandommodeShinobi-Gambu , zkfanart Thank you Guys!!!  If anybody reading this check them out. Anyway thank you for hearing me out! (Or reading me out...) Anyway until next time take care.


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Raphael Duncan
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
This is me at my best! I love you guys!


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zkfanart Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2017
Happy B-Day! :iconcakeplz:
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3dark7 Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you Z! Sorry for the late reply!.
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zkfanart Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2017
welcome and no problem!
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Shinobi-Gambu Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2017  Student General Artist
Hey Man, Happy birthday to ya :D :cake: :iconcakeplz: :iconballonplz:
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3dark7 Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you Carlos! I'm really sorry for the late reply!
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NickRoberts10 Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday, fellow Code Geass fan!
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3dark7 Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much! Sorry for the late reply.
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ReggieJWorkshop Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2017  Student Traditional Artist
Hey! Happy Brithday!  birthday cake 
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3dark7 Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Reggie thank you for Birthday wishes! I sorry for the late reply!
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Hewhouseice Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank for the double fav ^_^
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