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It been along time since I wrote a entries in the Journal, yet alone been on Deviant Arts. I been working my job and I thought I found love, but I was wrong and just realize I was just infatuated with the beautiful woman and it was just one-sided love, it broke me to the core. I thought I was finally lifting this curse of loneliness and being unsuccessful in life behind me, but I was totally wrong, or looking at my situation the wrong way. I was beginning to question myself, did I love myself the right way or do I know my true worth. Also am I on the right path in my life, this is a rectifying moment right now.
I have so many fear in head that is manifesting right now. I thought I finally on the right track, got my car, paying my bill, trying get out of debt, trying do a better job of being a better parent, being a better man, being a better me. I'm so self-conscious about myself, in school I was tease and pick-on about my dental problem. I thought I get the problem fix, but I got sided tracked. That no-excuse, but it one of my Achilles heel, the other is my mentality, the way i view myself, I feel so inferior. Example: Why is this beautiful one talking to me, the moment I smile she gonna run for the hill, or she might give me a chance but I so in myself I can't see or hear what telling me. Communication is very important!
What I'm trying to say is mental state is gone and I screwing up my finance, my relationship, my job, and my art. I love art, but having a broken heart made me feel broken inside. I just didn't care about anything, and that is not how you suppose to live life. So it time to really take in account everything that I been through and discover a solution to my problem.
I know I made this promise before, I going to update regularly, maybe one drawing or a strip every week (baby step).
Also thank my followers who stuck with over the years! Especially the ones right now way more skilled than me. Randommode , Shinobi-Gambu , zkfanart Thank you Guys!!! If anybody reading this check them out. Anyway thank you for hearing me out! (Or reading me out...) Anyway until next time take care.
I have so many fear in head that is manifesting right now. I thought I finally on the right track, got my car, paying my bill, trying get out of debt, trying do a better job of being a better parent, being a better man, being a better me. I'm so self-conscious about myself, in school I was tease and pick-on about my dental problem. I thought I get the problem fix, but I got sided tracked. That no-excuse, but it one of my Achilles heel, the other is my mentality, the way i view myself, I feel so inferior. Example: Why is this beautiful one talking to me, the moment I smile she gonna run for the hill, or she might give me a chance but I so in myself I can't see or hear what telling me. Communication is very important!
What I'm trying to say is mental state is gone and I screwing up my finance, my relationship, my job, and my art. I love art, but having a broken heart made me feel broken inside. I just didn't care about anything, and that is not how you suppose to live life. So it time to really take in account everything that I been through and discover a solution to my problem.
I know I made this promise before, I going to update regularly, maybe one drawing or a strip every week (baby step).
Also thank my followers who stuck with over the years! Especially the ones right now way more skilled than me. Randommode , Shinobi-Gambu , zkfanart Thank you Guys!!! If anybody reading this check them out. Anyway thank you for hearing me out! (Or reading me out...) Anyway until next time take care.
Thank you For the Support!
For all the people who fave my art work, come to my page and leave comment on my page I like to thank you very much!
Now to let anybody know that new to my page, I don't do request, because I have to make a living. Now if anybody want my service I will charge.
Now It one request that I'm working on but that it!
Love DA, take care!
ONE PIECE IS AWESOME!!!
Finally caught up!!!
Goodbye Tsuna!!!
Hi DA, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Vongola_Primo_Family.png
It has been along time since I grace my presence on here! Man I have been busy with my new job,(thank the lord) but unfortunately not busy with artworks. Well when you have other people depended on you. Well that the deal being a father & head of your household.
Anyway on too business, Katekyo Hitman Reborn have ended. Damn I going to miss it!
Tsunayoshi Sawada is a character that I can identified with. He at first was " no good tsuna", was not good at anything trying to live his life the best way he could, then a miracle came in his life, wearing a fedora and suit, a infa
What the Hell DA!?
Okay DA! Rant time!
A few day ago, DA put a note saying that my Sally picture was breaking their character under law. Back in the day I would agreed, but now ... No way I will agree with them! Number one, in the comic (Archie Comic) She have not one but two kids.(Also i know it happen in the 35 years arc!) Number two, she and Bunnie are the same age, and Bunnie is marry! Number Three, they four year to finally do this, wow you guys are on the job!
Now folk So it won't be any problem in the future about this I will up load my adult fan art on furaffinity.net Same user name 3dark7! Thank you for the support, still love DA.
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Thank you for saying that dude But you are good too you just need a few tutorials